The idea popped into my head today. Though it's uncommon, the Navy can approve a request for discharge based on a sincere change in one's beliefs. Correct me if I'm wrong here, but considering the fact that my service in the military goes against everything I believe, I think it applies my situation. I talked with my husband, and he agreed that it would be a good idea to talk with the Chaplain to see what options might be available to me. If it went through and got approved, I could be discharged several years earlier than my original contract dictates and I would finally be able to prioritize raising my son and taking care of my family and household.
BUT...
There's a 'but.' There's always a 'but.'
I am also acutely aware that I did make a commitment. I promised to defend my country and fulfill the duties assigned to me. As a Christian, how can I go back on a promise just because it makes my life more difficult? Is it possible that this might be the place where God wants me to be?
My husband and I agreed that the only sensible thing to do in this situation, since it is something that seriously affects our lives and our family, is to spend a day fasting and praying for guidance. Any advice is greatly appreciated and will be prayerfully considered, but I think this is a decision that ultimately needs to be left up to God.
Please pray for us.
--Birdie
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